The world of full of various notions of forgiveness. Forgiveness as it is commonly defined is a precarious bit of business - who do we forgive, how and above all when? Forgive this person, or that person. Forgive them for that they have done. Forgive them for what they will do. Forgive the angry boss or the car thief. This is a waste of time and has zero meaning to you.

Forgive yourself. The reality you create is created by you, for you, and it is you that you need forgive.

In truth there is nothing to really forgive. Life is all about experience. The problem in our world is life is all about right and wrong and good and bad. But the bigger greater truth is that life is all about experience, using your magnificent Freewill-self, your Creator Self, to channel tremendous amounts of energy to create a reality to interact with. It is you that has created the “good” and the “bad” so it is you who should be forgiving yourself.

Start forgiving right now:

• Forgive yourself for all the good you have done in your life.
• Forgive yourself for all of the nice things you have done for others.
• Forgive yourself for all of the positive things you have expressed in your life.

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Time is a lie, or at least the perception of time, as we know it.

It is a commonly held notion that “time” is a linear concept with all things having a beginning, middle and end. Time tells us “when” things happen, or are supposed to happen and give us a reference point for nearly all we know. Time gives us dates to align to and measurements to go by. Our world revolves around time and it is all a lie. What we know as time is actually “change.” From now on you will substitute the word “change” for the word “time” in your reality expression and here is why.

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Your Purpose
One of the most often heard phrases of all time is, “why am I here?” We constantly want to know why were are here on the earth plane. Many folks have come to me asking what they are “supposed” to be doing. They wonder if somehow the are missing their calling by living the life they lead, as if all people are useless unless they are either saving lives or famous. There is no “should” be doing anything. Each person is living the life they live because they are choosing to do so and there is nothing wrong with it. The answer to “why am I here” is rather simple.


From the Harmonizing Statements Book:

“In order to put the concept of personal healing into perspective I am going to illuminate one’s life purpose. From day one people have uttered the phrase, “why I am here?” The answer to this question is actually easy. You are here to have experiences, experiences that will lead to awareness. The awareness will lead you to understanding, which will, in-turn, lead to the Knowingness that All Is One. While the basic tenet is simple, the process of accomplishing this is as complex as complex can get. Each Soul undertakes a process of inserting an aspect of themselves - your Personality, into a realm for a given experience – your life. That adventure will hopefully give you clues about the true nature of reality when added to the totality of Soul’s experience. You, your Personality, is responsible for your part of the process. This process is guided by Soul/you, and is governed by the only constant in consciousness – Freewill.”

That isn’t very confusing and it shouldn’t be. You are an infinite being, having an infinite number of experiences, in an infinite number of ways. What you are doing right now, as you read this, is YOUR part in the process and is just as valuable as another part of you playing the part of a human doctor, or another part playing the part of a tree doctor. No one part is better or more valuable then another, all parts and experiences are equally valuable. The key here is to do your part with as much focus and as much “being present” as possible an work to increase your awareness about yourself and the reality you create, then, simply let the rest take care of itself.

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The radiation from this mess cannot be stopped - ever.

The Fukushima Daiichi power plant disaster is quite a serious catastrophe. Before I go on about it you’ll need to answer these questions:

What are the levels of radiation that inhibit the ability of a Human Souled Being from expressing itself in the body it has agreed to express itself in? Natural radiation is very different the man made, so how much exposure to man made cesium, strontium, uranium, polonium, plutonium etc. can a Human Body take before it is unable to properly express itself as it was mean to be?

Science views this question as irrelevant, but I do not.

Next Question. How much man made radiation can Earth take before deciding not to allow Earth to be inhabited by Human Souled Beings any longer?

Science views this question as irrelevant, but I do not.

Final Question. At what point does all the radiation, toxic waste, GMO food, chemicals included in all forms of human life and Wi-Fi, cell tower and others EMF exposure become to much for either Earth, or Human Souled Beings to live with?

Science views this question as irrelevant, but I do not.

Consider the questions this way. Have you ever seen a person taking radiation and chemotherapy treatments performing as a high-level profession athlete? No, but I’m sure many of you have seen someone taking those treatments vomiting uncontrollably and wanting to die.

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Music is something I love, or loved. I was one of those kids who was drawn to music right from the get go. While my family was not a great music family in that my parents didn’t buy albums or wax poetic about the classic phrasing of James Taylor’s lyrics, it was still a part of our lives. In Los Angeles there was no shortage of radio stations on the AM or FM dial and the radio was always on in our cars and quite often in the house.

Over time I began to see music as something more meaningful, more intimate and something worth exploring. By 13 music was as integral to my life as my family was. I was fortunate to live in Los Angeles where finding music was easy. There was half a dozen record stores that specialized in used rock music, jazz music, world music and the all-important “cut-out” albums. Cut-out’s were promotional albums that had a hole punched in them which meant they were used for promotional purposes only and most of the industry companies dumped those albums at these stores and getting these albums was seen as a score. I picked through stacks, bought, listened and traded-in often.

As I grew older my taste expanded with each year. I found Bach to be a favorite as well as classic Country music. I found electronic music to be quite interesting as well as the New Age genre. I loved discovering Count Basie’s work as well as Leonard Cohen. While in New Orleans, possibly the music capital of the world, I found all manner of music to interest me, as the radio stations there was very eclectic indeed. In my head I figure there are some one hundred thousand songs and compositions rattling around. From Bill Haley’s “Rock Around the Clock” to Bach’s Brandenburg Concertos. From “Frere Jacques” to “Happy Birthday.” From Led Zeppelin’s “Kashmir” to “How Deep Is Your Love” by the Bee Gees. I can’t play any of them myself, but my head is like some neuro-wired jukebox. As a quick aside, a local musician named Jon Brion does a performance were he mashes up several songs shouted to him from the audience and plays them together, by himself – one can hear “Kashmir” with “How Deep Is Your Love” with “Happy Birthday” and it is remarkable.

Recordings from vinyl to MP3 to live music in clubs to stadiums, I have listened in all the ways possible. I have had my life soundtracked by the music from the s the Gregorian chants to the theme from the Godfather. And it was all great until 2010, as that’s when it died for me.

Music was something special and then something happened in the world. Music became a syringe designed to open a revenue stream from my soul. Music, and the same damn songs, was being played at the gym, in the convenience store, at the hardware store, at the doctor’s office, on telephone hold music and even on websites - everywhere. In early days of my life you made a choice to listen to music or you heard Muzak – the non-threatening, non-confrontational versions of songs piped into elevators. Muzak was there simply to make waiting a wee bit more tolerable but not to rip open your soul to sell you crap you don’t need. Other then Muzak there was only radio and folks new that blasting radio during surgery wasn’t cool.

Then something happened. Madison Avenue realized that music would sell anyone anything at anytime. So The Who went from the soundtrack of my youth to the Marketing Soundtrack Used To Selling Cars To Upscale Men Feeling a Midlife Crises. Suddenly some horrifying, poorly pieced together Rap song was lovingly broadcast to make my stay at the carwash more pleasant, “and I said, fuck you bitch take that uh huh” made my most recent fifteen minute carwash a pleasure. Suddenly the gym was blasting music, the massage spa was blasting music, and the damn gas station was blasting music! The gas station, when it wasn’t showing the TV, was blasting music to what end? And worst of all, the music being blasted at me for my pleasure is not music that is good, but music that is cheap!

Music isn’t free, so folks who work in the business of creating music to make your Home Depot shopping experience more profitable for Home Depot wants something that is cheap or free, and will help them tap into your pocket. So the same songs play over and over and over again in the Lowes, the Home Depot and every other store that subscribes to the idea that a shopper hearing “Paved Paradise To Put Up A Parking Lot” will buy five extra snickers bars at the check out counter (that song’s irony is priceless when played at the home improvement centers). It isn’t bad enough I am no longer allowed to think while getting gas or buying a toilet, I have to hear the same 500 royalty free songs everywhere I go! The once innocuous Muzak’s webpage logo is “multisensory branding,” which translated into English is, “how we destroy music one track at time.”

To make matters worse, the folks controlling the auditory hell are doing so without regard the music itself – such as music has become. The speakers used are almost always defective, the sound is always way too loud to be clear and in many cases that Celine Dion song I can’t stand (but is one of the 100k in my head) is being constantly interrupted by some in-store announcement. I went to a major league baseball game and the blown out speakers, brand new speakers I might add, produced so much distortion that the wrecked song was apparently a song used to open the game was a song I used to favor. Every stadium, every used car lot, every taco stand has music blasting. I was walking down the street and a tanning salon set speakers outside the salon and was blasting music at the 6-lane highway, at nothing in particular just the highway!

I went to a restaurant a few weeks ago, a very expensive restaurant I might add, and the music was so loud I simply stopped talking, as I just couldn’t shout loud enough for anyone to hear me. And the reason for this posh restraint blasting the music was???

I now hate music. Once music was done to express, to entertain, to record experiences and now it has become some vile auditory nightmare used to get me to buy more stuff. At some point a musician wanted to simply play. Times changed and a musician wanted to sell records. Times changed and a musician wanted to sell a lot of records and perform in front of a lot people. Times changed and musicians just wanted to be famous with or without the music. Times changed and now musicians want to be featured in an add selling tampons. Even more horrifying, folks will buy a song off iTunes because it was featured in a tampon add!

The most painful part of this insane alteration in the human expression of something beyond marvelous is the destruction of the personal boundary. Not only has the world of marketing decided I must have music blasting at me at all times, so has everyone else. While sitting at a signal I am forced to listen to that same horrifying rap base-line (nearly all rap songs have the same or similar underlying base-line) whether I want to or not. The guy in the car next to me with the blown-out speakers has them turned up to eleven for my listening pleasure so I can not only enjoy his pedestrian taste in music but his rattling doors too.

Worse yet, my home isn’t protected either. I kept track of how many times I heard music that wasn’t coming from my speakers for one week. Each week I listen to three minutes and thirty seconds of someone else’s music as they pass by, some folks are passing by two or three blocks away. Last weekend a grandmother who was throwing a birthday party for 6-year-old granddaughter needed a two thousand watt stereo blasting rap music for the child to fully enjoy the day. What is two thousand watts mean you say? It means in my neighborhood everyone in a 4 block radius got to hear the music whether they liked it or not – because otherwise the party would have not be worth having!

I hate to say I hate music but I cannot find another way around it. Should I decide to listen to the majesty of the Brandenburg Concertos, actually sit down like I did 30 years ago, I will be interrupted by some car passing by letting me know that the new JZ record is worth blasting at number 11. The Who’s “Won’t Get Fooled Again” the antiestablishment anthem for a generation now sells cars to me while I pump gas. AC/DC gets the fans rockin’ for a relief pitcher and Celine Dion, god bless her, sells more crap at Target then anyone else. Chopin makes people weep as the watch and add for a smartphone.

If you asked me 35 years ago if I thought music would ever die I would have punched you rather then answer.


(And this; It would seem the government has used certain music to torture, or maybe they do not call it torture, prisoners held at Guantanamo Bay.)


So, why is this important to you? If you were not aware that music is being used to manipulate you in a myriad of ways you should know this. That playlist in the store has been created to make you, yes make you, buy, buy, buy. That music purporting violence, gangs, guns and “telling it how it is in the streets” is being created to make people violent. The music added to movies, ads and websites is being added to manipulate you. It is all a seemingly chaotic, but well crafted system designed to get you to hand over your Freewill because you heard a classic love song played over a travel commercial for Hawaiian vacations. Stop and listen now… with this information in mind.

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I recently saw a documentary on Sea World’s Orca Killer Whale named Tilikum. It is an interesting documentary in that it describes the life of a captured Killer Whale and his attacks on the trainers who worked with him. Tilikum has killed three trainers while in captivity.

I have heard it said that some whales and dolphins are Souled beings expressing themselves in those forms in order to experience Earth’s frequencies in a more efficient manner. Life on Earth is about experiencing Earth’s frequencies for Human Souled Beings, The Animal Kingdom, The Plant Kingdom and many others. While many of the Human Beings find themselves taking on a body in order to experience prison, or poverty or working in a bakery, as a way of experiencing Earth and her multitude of frequencies of expression, some Souled Beings have chosen highly conductive salt water as a way to experience her richness in a more efficient manner. So for the sake of discussion it will be stipulated that the Orca is a being greater then or equal to a Human Soul Being in its evolutionary process (not a Human Souled Being personality – like your neighbor, but Eternal Soul expression, as the stipulation also states the Orca is more evolved then the Human body expression like me).

Back in the 70’s a corporate enterprise known as Sea World decided to capture several Orca’s from the Sea and train them. One day Tilikum was swimming with his pod when people he did not know captured him, put him in sling, then onto a boat and dumped him to a water-prison. These folks offered no explanation to Tilikum, who probably had a different name at the time, and he had no way of communicating with them, as they did not speak his language.

To put this in perspective, imagine living in the expanse of the Amazon and being kidnapped at 14 by people who did not speak your language. Imagine them carting you off to a world where you were put on display in a bedroom and asked to perform for others. Imagine that as you tried to convey your displeasure you were ignored, yet you were beaten or starved when you failed to perform the tricks you were being trained to perform for others of the group. Such was Tilikum’s life.

Over the years Tilikum displayed what his human “trainers” termed withdrawal, anger, obstinance and so on. Yet those in charge were baffled by this when in reality they simply could not understand why this more evolved being did not want to be in a tiny water-prison away from his family, friends etc. Since those who kept him caged refused to “listen” to what he said he killed a trainer to get their attention. To the normal human, not the soulless corporation, the act of killing was an act expressing, “let me out now.” To the corporation the act was an act of “get PR on this, get new trainers from another high school and isolate him as punishment.” Of course he was not let out. He killed again, and again. Yet folks still didn’t get it. Consider how dense, or mean, or soulless those involved in this entire effort are. Consider there is no shortage of people willing to “train” or work in the Orca’s prison camp.

What exactly would a being who was imprisoned without consent do to get released? Ask? Beg? Kill? How about all? There is nothing more frustrating then not being able to communicate. There can be nothing more frustrating on Earth then not being able to communicate that one wants to be free. There is a movie that is out called 12 Years A Slave, where a free man is kidnapped to become an enslaved man. For those who are involved in this Tilikum enterprise this is the feel good movie of the year. Seriously, this movie exemplifies what Sea World was after all along.

It seems to me the reason this was done was to show the humans who flocked to the Sea World shows that even the great Orca could be tamed, imprisoned and enslaved. Those who sit in the seats see no harm in imprisoning another being, so therefor they see no harm in they themselves being imprisoned. If the great Killer Whale can be tamed then so to can the great Freewill Human Being that you are. Those who do not see Tilikum as a slave do not see themselves as slave and all is well in delusionville.

If you accept the enslavement of another, you completely and without reservation accept your own enslavement. If you accept the enslavement of those in prison, those in poor countries, those in debt or those in any other form of expression for Freewill is not celebrated you accept enslavement of yourself.

On a side note. The Ten Commandments are a rather funny document to me. It is said that after liberating the slaves, god handed down Ten Commandments for those he liberated to live by. It seems remarkably shortsighted, even Sea World like, that those ten commandments do not ban slavery. I wonder why?

Tags: freewill, Tilikum Shamoo communication

If It Is Happening, It is Happening. Everything Else Is Irrelevant

What is the Present Moment? The Present Moment can be best described using two key phrases: “What is actually happening,” and “What is not actually happening.” This defines what the Present Moment - everything else is not the Present Moment: What If, Should Be, Could Be, Hope To Be, Some Day Will Be, This Can’t Be, Shouldn’t Be, Supposed To Be, This Is What Was, This Should Have Been – I Wish It Was Like This, I Wish It To Be Like That. These phrases tell you that you are not in the Present Moment – nowhere near it in fact. I find the two worst phrases are “what if” and “hope” as both stick one way out into a future that does not exist. “What if I never fall in love?” “What if I loose my job?” “I hope someday to loose weight.” These are all phrases that serve no purpose as they define things that are not happening and may never happen. Your life will improve exponentially if you never utter the phrase – “what if” again.

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Tags: The Present Moment, The now

I am no fan of the cellphone. I had one back in 2000 and did not like what it was doing to me. When one watches the behavior of people on a cellphone they can only come to one conclusion: this really not healthy.

It is interesting that if you ask 100 people if they think those using cellphones are rude the will all raise their hands, and all will be holding a cellphone so when you do the math things just don’t pan out.

I truly to feel it is rewiring the human brain and not in a good way. There are others who agree but, oddly enough, none who work at any of the major telecommunications companies or in the government.

In the Smart Phone Dehumanizer article you will might learn a few things you did not know.

At end of the article you will find a link to Dr. Deopp’s 2 minute technique to reset the brain, as well as more information here: link

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Why do humans insist, emphatically, that a completely self-appointed and utterly arbitrary system of control, like government or religion, recognize them as special?

Why to people feel the final arbiter of their consciousness expression are institutions responsible for the Crusades, Vietnam and Global Poverty, are the best and most important systems of recognition?

Tags: Personal validation, frewill

In this post I am not going to answer what it is, but what it is not. First off the origin of Karma is from a religious order. To keep things in perspective here, all of the religions, major, minor and odd (the jedi religion) are the equivalent of all the water in the oceans. The amount of truth contained in that vast world is about an eye dropper’s worth. It is impossible to argue the merits of one version of religion or another, especially in this time period, as it seems one only need to have the vaguest notion of a religious order in order to have your own. Keep in mind, if a religious order does not have Freewill at its foundation it is severely lacking in credibility.

The reason why I am going to go over what Karma is not is because there is a very odd and destructive version that has plagued the western “new age” community. Many times folks would come to me for some healing work and say something along the lines of, “I saw a psychic and she told me the reason I am in the relationship I am in is we had another lifetime where I killed him so he is now beating me senseless as Karmic payback.” The psychic who uttered these words should be charged with a crime and let’s see why.

In order to understand why “working out the past in the present” is a problem we will turn to my dog. My dog, just like you, lives wholly in the moment. There is no past or future for him, only now – just like you! If my dog were to pee in the house on Saturday and on Thursday I beat him senseless over that fact he would be completely lost. He’d have no idea what the hell I was talking about when I said, “Don’t pee in the house.” The past was no longer an issue – he never peed in the house as of Thursday. If I were to correct the dog’s peeing antics I would need to catch him in the act and then correct him right then. See where I am going? To resolve an issue is to resolve it in that moment, while it still exists. To wait for “another lifetime” is neither possible or reasonable.

To really understand why the whole western system of Karma is preposterous one needs to get this: I don’t learn lessons, I have experiences. Some of those experiences involve stealing from others, or being stolen from. Some involve breaking up with folks I loved or having them break up with me. Some involved getting into fights with people over this or that and all of it happens IN THE MOMENT! It would do me no good whatsoever to spend time with someone in this life resolving (who needs to resolve anything at all), something that was relegated to the original moment.

If you still don’t get it. I’m sure all of you reading this had a 1st grade experience where you were made fun of. A time where you were so hurt at being called fat, or stupid, or slow, or something else that you want to resolve that. Go back right now to 1st grade and fix it! What are you waiting for, do it, go back and demand a resolution! At first thought you got confused and you thought, “Gee I can’t go back.” Your second thought was “gee, what would I say?” Get it, there is only the moment, there is no resolving anything from the past in some future moment. The past was an experience, nothing more. The past was not a missed lesson or damage that needs to be balanced by doing other damage. Experience is experience. There are no lessons, as lessons are for slaves.

You are not in a bad relationship now because you had to fix the bad one you were in ten other incarnations ago (ago is not the right word as there is no “past” incarnations only incarnations).

Karma is not resolving the past in the present. Karma is not punishment for past deeds. Karma is not what is causing your problems. In fact, what if you saw your problems exclusively as opportunities, then what is your Karmic problem if you have no problems?

And what about those folks who came to me with Karma/relationship problems stemming from past traumas? They had just plain old present-moment conflicts, conflicts that were often simply resolved by simply moving on.

A side thought. I suspect some of this Karma business originates with a group of people who do reside in India. I have read about a place where you can go to a center and give them a thumbprint. A few days later, if you are one of some 100k (if I remember the number correctly), you will be told about your life. This suggests to me that some 100k people have decided to spend some time on Earth going through each possible permutation of a “lifetime.” So everyone takes turn as a butcher, baker and a candlestick maker. The Karma theme could come from that process, but it would only apply to those in the club and not a teenage girl in Utah who’s having a hard time in her first serious relationship.

Tags: new age religion

So, why is this important to you? If you were not aware that music is being used to manipulate you in a myriad of ways you should know this. That playlist in the store has been created to make you, yes make you, buy, buy, buy. That music purporting violence, gangs, guns and telling it how it is in the streets is being created to make people violent. The music added to movies, ads and websites is being added to manipulate you. It is all a seemingly chaotic, but well crafted system designed to get you to hand over your Freewill because you heard a classic love song played over a travel commercial for Hawaiian vacations. Stop and listen… with this information in mind.

In the last one hundred years, since the creation of the Federal Reserve Bank debt note, the world has spent some 100 trillion dollars on weapons to kill human bodies. The 100 trillion is really a guess as there is no real way to quantify any of it but in the U.S. the
on-book defense budget is nearly 1 trillion a year so 100 trillion worldwide for 100 years is probably a gross underestimate.

From nuclear weapons, to stealth aircraft, to drones, to assault rifles, to chemical weapons to some really scary electronic weapons. It has all been designed, manufactured and in a great many cases used on the population that created the weapons. Officially there have been some 200 million dead in the last 100 years due to this effort and untold damage in other ways.

These truths are not new of course, but today’s question is this: Why do the Earther Human Body expression so gleefully and diligently pay for, and produce, the very weapons used to control and kill them?

An assault rifle is created by Joe Smith in a factory in small town America to be used on Joe Smith’s cousin should he get out of line. Should Joe get out of line, the bullet will be used on him. 100 trillion dollars, a near infinite amount of energy, has been spent by the people of the planet creating weapons of control or death by them to be used on them.

Even more disturbing is the waste issue. Nuclear power was created as a rouse to get the populace to pay for and create the materials for nuclear weapons. The intended creation of nuclear power plants was not power, but weapons grade material. Now, the waste from those creations, but the bombs, the tests and the plants is poisoning the planet at an alarming rate and yet of that 100 trillion very little if any has been spent protecting the world from the waste. So not only have we agreed to pay for and build the weapons of our demise, we’ve been forced to live in the toxic waste created by the effort.

No politician, or king, has every built an armory himself.

Why do humans so readily build their own prisons, their own tools of enslavement without so much as a second thought?

Tags: War, Death, Profit

I was born and raised in Los Angeles. This gave me privilege I never really understood. In fact the area I lived in was special even by special standards. A friend of mine who was raised 20 miles or so north said that he desperately wants to hang in our area. Due to my location in the world I had access to nearly everything, dozens of radio stations, countless great restaurants (a types of food) a dozen TV stations, countless film and live theater venues and the great physical attributes CA had to offer.

But this post is not about the area it is about how I perceived things. I knew certain people and places existed in the world that were not as evolved as my world. But these things were abstract. When I was a 7 my mother said to me “who do you want to invite to your party” and I said, “the kid with the red sweater on” and she was surprised I didn’t say the “black kid.” I saw differences in people but those differences were simply differences in the way they expressed themselves, the idea of some giant social class division was preposterous to me. A British friend once tried to describe the class system that still exists there today and I was lost as this just seemed beyond stupid.

A few months back I drove through a small town where few friends I once had were from. As I drove through the small town I wondered where they got their music from? I had dozens of retail stores, dozens of radio stations to find music but they had none. It struck as I remembered them telling me they bought things from the Sears catalogue at a lot, while had an infinite number of retail stores selling things from all over the world to buy things from. I have never known what it was like to live in a cultural void.

I lived in New Orleans for a while and I noticed that people were different. It seemed to me they had heard there was a pacific ocean but they didn’t know it existed; there is a difference. But I shrugged it off as that was just how they were and most of the folks were fine to me.

For years I’ve heard the rhetoric of politicians on the topic of middle America and the bible belt etc. I chalked all that up to politicians needing to find some way to reduce the people they will fleece to bumper sticker memes. I dismissed all of that silliness, as it seems to me that people were pretending to be ignorant and stupid just to be voted for.

Then this:

I have no way to verify the veracity of this “document.” I found it in the vast wasteland of the Internet. At first glance this test made no sense to me, as the questions were without reason and the answers were even worse. I couldn’t see how the answers were “right” under any circumstances. This examination of intelligence was a foreign language to me, a language I could not understand.

Upon seeing this document I was silenced, yes I was stopped in my tracks. Even through the appalling educational system I went through I was never exposed to anything like this. Even the handful of times something this preposterous was presented to me I laughed it off and dismissed the entire effort. But what if I was limited in my connection to the outside world? What if I had no way of going to the UCLA research library, the Los Angeles Library, or even speaking with people from 50 countries in my area? Right now my the guy who cuts my hair is from Hong Kong, my neighbor is from Australia, my good friend is from France, the guys who moved me recently were from Siberia, and another good friend is from Siberia via displacement from Poland during the war! My gardener is from Mexico City, my best friend growing up was Japanese-American (or Asian/European) and my dog’s breed is from a small Korean island called Jindo. This is my world, for good or ill.

What if this test, and the information leading to it, was all I knew? And what if through the process of this education I was discouraged from seeking anything beyond this? What if someone during this education told me, “Chinese people can’t cut hair?” What if they told me that, “Mexican’s can’t do landscaping?” What if they told me, “people who lived in Siberia were criminals?”

When I grew up I was exposed to theater, film, the ocean, the mountains, every sport available, and every nationality. Concerts came to me. There wasn’t any substantial limitation in my world. Hell, one of my classmates in second grade was gay and it wasn’t worth considering as remotely important. I was a spoiled brat and I didn’t know it. Don’t get me wrong, as it was not about money, we were not rich at all, but more about the geography that gave me access to so much I never saw as special. Look up the great Bob Baker Marionette Studio and know that in the 60’s I went there often. I once saw a replay of the 1972 NBA All Star game and realized I was at that game as child. I have skied and surfed on the same day, Christmas day no less.

This test hit me in a way nothing recently has. What we do to each other is appalling, indescribable on some many levels. It is easy for me to say, “these hicks and their religion” but that isn’t about this. I can see in that test that there will be no inclusion of life beyond the little world that test represents. There will be no “hey, get out there and see the world kid because it is huge.” And most difficult for me to take is the fact that there will be no, “kid, did you know you are Freewill, a timeless being of immense power?”

After leaving Earth I would not know how to begin my report: Well, you’re not going to believe this but it seems that those in charge of “education” deliberately make people ignorant of the whole of the Earth plane, forget about the rest of consciousness and they do this because the few in charge think controlling others is good, or cool, or something. And it gets worse, way worse…

Tags: Ignorance, Culture, Education

Recently several people I know have left the Earth. While on Earth they manifested cancer – cancer is never the “cause” of death, choice is the cause. While experiencing cancer they also experienced “treatment” which seemed way worse then the ailment and I wondered if vacating the Earth might not have been hastened in order to escape the treatment.

I read a recent survey that said that most doctors would not take the treatments they prescribed for cancer. Not surprising.

It got me thinking. Were I to swallow many “cancer treatments” by accident at my home it would be poison. My friend’s dog swallowed his cancer treatment and 15k later the dog was barely alive. Yet, because that same chemical is injected at an office it is “medicine?” Were I to have the radiation machine they use for cancer treatment at my home it would be illegal and very, very dangerous for my health. Yet receiving radiation treatment at an office is considered medicine? Certain chemicals used in the treatment of cancer require the patient to stay away from others, lest they injure the anyone who isn’t containing the treatment in their body. Again, if the patient has it, it is treatment, but if another non-patient were to get near it, it would be poison? The most common sense approach to health is one must build up the immune system in order to defeat any invaders. In fact, it is your immune system that has access to all parts of your body – no chemical agent does. Yet, cancer is a special ailment that requires one to destroy the immune system in order to… well I’m not sure what the point is, as the mental gymnastics needed to make that equation work are above my pay grade.

The EPA says that mercury in any form is a serious environmental hazard; Mercury is very bad news according to the government’s most powerful agency. Yet in a Dentist office good old mercury is medicine? The effects of mercury on us and the Earth a serious issue – mad hatters disease was due to mercury in hats, yet in order to save the Earth from us humans we have decided that MORE mercury in homes and landfills is go-green-good for the environment? I ask, how is it that mercury lighting your home is green and healthy when that same mercury in the landfill will get the EPA to fine you into oblivion?

Fluoride is also seen as an EPA poison. Were I to happen upon a barrel by the side of the road it would be considered really unhealthy for me to take a swig. Yet, putting huge quantities of fluoride in the water and swallowing it is considered medicine? The toothpaste container containing fluoride says to call an emergency disease center if you swallow the paste, yet it is not considered toxic to brush your teeth with it?

The Question: Why are the embodied Human-Beings so prone to seeing something as being a medicine and a poison at the same time without any conflict?

In keeping with the medical theme this post will have two questions.




Question 2

This one is a truth that is hard to reconcile. Ages ago my father chose to manifest an odd disease. It was odd in that it usually afflicted younger women, not older men. I recall Carolyn Myss’ assessment of “scleroderma” as being spot on for him. As a result the family was involved in the world of charity fund raising to find a cure. There were two competing, warring, factions involved in the race to a cure. This is not uncommon as you can see this of course in cancer; AIDS, MS cure chasing as well. What I found impossible to grasp was that these folks were raising money, and a lot of it, to give to some University or research lab in order for them to develop a “treatment” (cures are against the law). While that part made some sense to me, the fact that once this “treatment” was developed it was then going to be sold to a pharmaceutical company, which was going to then sell the treatment at an exorbitant rate to the very people who donated in the first place. There was little chance my father was going to get a discount for the countless dollars that when to employ these technicians.

What I could see in the process that donating money meant that one day you were going to have to pay for a treatment you were working to develop by your donations so it had to pay off for the company that was going to patent the treatment. If the lab or University discovered eating 20 apples a day would cure the disease I doubt the information would be released. If the lab or University developed a 1000k dollar a month treatment, like the original “AIDS cocktail” it would then be patented by chemical company x, and I know the information would be released and the treatment sold to all the charitable donors at full price.

What is going on when the process of charitable donation, a positive effort if there ever was one, is rewarded with singular ownership of the communal effort? What is going on when that patented treatment is to be sold to those who can pay – the opposite of what the charitable process was all about in the first place? Is our inherent need to assist being exploited by those who crave control and ownership over all things? Did the Native Americans patent the medicine man’s treatments and sell them off to the tribal members who could afford it? Do the aboriginals, those left, hoard treatments and dole them out to only those who deserve it?

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Absolute Empowerment. This book takes you on a journey unlike any other book available. You will teach yourself the truth about your energy and what you can be doing with it using the simple, but powerful techniques. Everyone I have ever worked with has wanted to know the answer to “why.’ You name the issue and “why” is a central concern. In this book you will find out the final answer to “why” and you will find out why the “why” does not really matter. After completing the simple exercises you will discover the truth about who you are by finding out the power of your Creator-Self and the Freewill that is that part of you.



The Harmonizing Statements. This book is the companion book the website of the same name. In this book you will find out how to manipulate your reality. You will find out exactly how you created the reality you interact with and by using the simple tools you will see new ways to manipulate that reality. This simple system is one that anyone can do, once you understand that you project the reality you interact with you will begin manage you life in an entirely new way. This book has new material and new suggested uses for the technique.



Increase Awareness. This book is a collection of articles, tips and thoughts on healing, life and other things I have determined might be of some interest. There are articles on Money, Relationships, Healing, The Body and over 30 more articles. Some of the information will help fill out areas of interest not covered by Absolute Empowerment, and The Harmonizing Statements.



The book and DVD, Universe, The Operating System is coming soon. This project is designed around a technique I created to show you how the Universe operates. It is not about how aspects of the Universe operate, like Earth, or 11th Density, but the Operating System behind how the entire system works - the OS of our Universe. The DVD is of a seminar I did with several folks who were kind enough to allow me to experiment on them. The results were quite interesting. The DVD is laid out so you too may experience the techniques just like those at the seminar, it is an interactive experience not a static one. The final piece to the seminar will show you how to access your Heart Center in order to view your entire reality in a new way, even see things you thought you could not see.

The books are available in full color PDF form. It is STRONGLY recommended that you print them out to read them. If this is not possible, the PDF will look fine on your computer or tablet.

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• 1. Do not have a significant or important conversation on a cell phone. Limit you cell phone conversations to the absolute minimum. Use a headset if you must use the cell phone. The cellular damage to your brain is immense from only 2 minutes on it.
• 2. Do not have a significant or important conversations while, or immediately after, watching television. NO ONE should sleep with a television in their bedroom. The TV will radically change your perceptions and never for the good. Do not work, cook read or do anything while you “watch” TV. If you chose to watch it, make it a conscious, sitting up, focused thing.
• 3. Set your Intent, before you do anything at all. Ask what am I getting out of the action or event before you do it.
• 4. Make this you constant motto: If the only reason I am resistant to doing “this” is fear, I must do it. If after careful evaluation, fear is the only reason you come up with for not wanting to experience an event, you must do it. Plain fear is not a viable excuse ever.
• 5 Break old patterns by stopping them for one week. If you start off conversations by apologizing for yourself, you must stop if for one week. If you are late everywhere you go, you must stop it for one week. If you justify everything you do or don’t do, either externally or internally (conversations in your head), you have to stop it for one week. Break the pattern and observe the changes. Catch yourself before you finish a counterproductive thought and replace it with the opposite. Stop bitching for one week, see what happens. Be present in all your actions, thoughts and interactions, and stop the negative ones in their tracks.
• 6. Take on an extensive detox or cleanse of your body. Blessed herbs detox, is a great start but you can do it anyway you like. 3 days minimum, 5 days or more is best. See how your world revolves around food, and what kind of food. Fasting and detoxing brings you right back into your body. You control your body, food/chemicals/cigarettes/sugar do not control you. Fast and find out whose in charge.
• 7. Do something new, something you have always wanted to do. Challenge yourself. Pick one project, or event, or experience, betray your resistance and go for it. See it through to a conclusion that is meaningful to you. Do something for no reason other than you want to.
• 8. If you have difficulties with a family member, friend or other person, try not interacting with that person for 10 days and note, objectively how you feel. Change the nature of the relationship, it will either be fine or not, but you will be fine. Soul says so.
• 9. Do something special for yourself without justifying it based on need/expense or desirability. Be reasonable here.
• 10. Remind yourself everyday that you are here to learn more about yourself and your environment, and notice how everything you do adds to that goal. Notice what is “really” happening in your world, not what you perceive but what is actually happening by focusing on it. Learn.

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Do you know that animates the bodies you see all around you? You should as if you are reading this you are probably in a body and something is going on there.


What animates the body? If you are a person that believes that a body is a body and there is nothing more to us, then that I am about to suggest will not be relevant. But if you are a person that knows you are part of something more then your body, part of a complex system of awareness, then this might be interesting.

CS Lewis quote fits nicely here: “You do not have a soul, you are soul, you have a body.” The animating energy is that which allows the body to exist on Earth, in the form you see in the mirror.

Most people believe that every “Soul” is the same. They figure that if a body is walking around on the planet, the energy that animates it is just like all the other bodies. Sadly this isn’t true. Before we get into that, we first have to establish what is going on with a body.

A body is a temporary condition as many of you know. You are born, you live, then you die – we all do it. Prior to arriving on Earth you agree to terms with Earthly parents, some folks who agree to do the biological deed needed to create an Earth body for you. One conception has happened, the body is created for you by mom, taking some nine months to happen.

There are two things to note about this experience. The first, the body isn’t yours until you occupy it, and that does not happen until you are actually born onto the Earth-plane, the moment of birth.

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